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Im thinking about guppies [January 28, 2007 @ 6:19am]
[ mood | distressed ]

I keep thinking that I have to find solutions to all my problems right away and then I end up flustering myself and thinking stupid things...........ahh life I hate it right now

but I would like to figure out some of the answers soon

its cool perry found my wallet I guess......

hey jaki!

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[January 26, 2007 @ 4:06pm]
hey I havent done this in a while because I get here and dont know what to write....

like right now

ummmm so that girl of mine should a come home
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hammer dreams [December 14, 2006 @ 6:52pm]
[ mood | frustrated ]

Ive been analysing people lately I dont know why but I have pretty much narrowed the marquette population done to about 6 people I actually like

everyone else I just put up with

this anger has produced wonderful art type things

also my health is so so

not bad not good
but my mood has been pretty strange

I feel like a horrible person for no reason

oh well

I keep having Mr.hammerstrom dreams

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Crib death [December 09, 2006 @ 4:53pm]
[ mood | gloomy ]

I need to figure out what im doing with myself right now...........as far as life goes

the answer currently is nothin much

I did shave though which was a tough task

my health hasnt progressed much ohter then the fact that I can comfortably walk
but i would like to figure out whats wrong with me internally

im at jons right now that makes me happy, I dont hang out with him nearly as much as I used too

about realationship things, I dont know what shes thinking about our situation

it would help if I could talk to her

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blood cult [December 07, 2006 @ 4:49pm]
I think im gonna shave my beard

I like it and all but......
my stache has the crust

but who knows I probably wont

I just took a chunk outta ma chin

im really stuffy today

and paranoid

dumb dumby me
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poop in my pants....or so it feels like it [December 05, 2006 @ 1:14pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

so I happen to be in love with this girl who lives far away

and everyone says im crazy and I need to give it up

too bad
im real flakey to day
im pretty much snowing

its gross

oh well

I havent listened to this song in a long time

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harriet.........now thats a name [December 01, 2006 @ 3:38pm]
so I finally decided to update this.....Great Huh!

I havent been up to much at allll

so I dont know what else to say

I love ma lady
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disco blows dogs for quaters [November 03, 2006 @ 1:38pm]
[ mood | crappy ]

man the new cat just ripped out keys on perrys computer

shes gonna be pissed

theres so many great lines in detroit rock city

tommorow im goin home for good or for a awhile
because of my skin

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*(^*&%$!@........yes thats french they're speaking [November 01, 2006 @ 4:02am]
[ mood | bouncy ]

I just did something really dumb

but I dont regret it

I cut my own hair

oh its bad

if I had a camera I'd show you

damn me and these late nights

and I seen a new muzzy commercial

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this ween is totally crashin [October 30, 2006 @ 9:20pm]
[ mood | optimistic ]

today is like every other day I guess

Except im in a light hearted mood

for some reason
even though I can barely walk

I want a smoothie right now or something fruit like and cold

man im such a fool for wrestling

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i-tunes loves me [October 29, 2006 @ 2:58am]
[ mood | frustrated ]

So, here's how it works:
1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
6. Don't lie and try to pretend you're cool..

Opening Credits: les o's - the unicorns

Waking Up: winterlong - the pixies

First Day At School: c'mere - interpol

Falling In Love: everyday I love you less and less - the kaiser cheifs
thats funny

Fight Song: cannonball - the breeders

Breaking Up: red rain - the white stripes

Life's OK: falling through your clothes - the new pornographers

Mental Breakdown: float on - modest mouse

Driving: cupid come - my bloody valentine

Flashback: the good life - weezer

Getting Back Together: lovefool - the cardigans
man awesome!

Wedding: Ballpoint pen - thingy
thats a weird wedding song but I can see it

Birth of Child: the plan - built to spill
I like that one

Final Battle: black suit - heavy vegetble
I like that one too

Death Scene: swallow my pride - the ramones

Funeral Song: long slow goodbye - queens of the stoneage

End Credits: matador - starlight mints

man i-tunes loved me so crazy thats like perfect
I love it

tell me what you think

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over and over again [October 28, 2006 @ 2:35am]
[ mood | crappy ]

its the same thing everyday


I cant even be a human, Im sick of it
I smell bad and I look like shit!

I Feel like an old dog you needs to be put down but my owners would feel to bad or they dont wanna pay the money to get it done

I would really love to just be taken out back and shot........


on a good note my dad called and was nice to me I was suprised that he even called me
I guess he does love me
that made my day

well I got go do laundry and clean skin off my floor


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tryed to make things better [October 26, 2006 @ 2:36pm]
[ mood | cranky ]

I got a jug of green tea
and a missing wallet
and my falling off rotting skin

thats all and nothing else

I tryed jaki
but nothing works

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blockbuster [October 25, 2006 @ 5:51am]
[ mood | sore ]

that blockbuster application was the stupidest thing I have ever done

the asked me If I get mad when guilty criminals go free

what kind of job related question is that

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im finally up [October 25, 2006 @ 12:30am]
[ mood | cold ]

so im awake now

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im raw like monday nights [October 24, 2006 @ 6:26am]
[ mood | numb ]

all my entries lately have been kinda sad and dumb
this one will be no different

my skin makes me want ot kill myself sometime, I just want normal skin......I cant be a human being because my skin is so bad

I think alot is because I havent really enjoyed life or been happy since jaki lived here which is really emo to say but its true, nothin all that great has happened to me since then I havent had a constant source of enjoyment like I used to....

I try really hard to enjoy my life but its really hard really really hard......ecspecially when I cant get out and do things you know damnit

my skin makes going anywhere a fucking sideshow because everyone stares at my blotchyness ecspecially little kids and girls

oh well I guess I have to just keep dealing today will consist of finishing my blockbuster application and hiding in my room amongst my daily routine

and jaki I dont hate your hair its cute

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I wanna know about my past lives.......hahha [October 23, 2006 @ 11:35am]
[ mood | annoyed ]

anybody wanna trade skin.....

for some reason i think that im incapable of artistic breakthroughs or breakthroughs at all

I also realized that my creativity and talents as an artist, musician, and human are generic

as well as my personality

this is bothersome to me its all i think about

man, I would kill to start my life over

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I wanna cuddle that pup [October 23, 2006 @ 4:46am]
[ mood | worried ]

I feel like Dan Lawrence right now, because im thinking about things to much

thats kinda mean

oh well, existence and such and the future and why Im even a person
its silly

my wrist smells like lunchables
dusty phone, the phone is really dusty

I think i just started to understand how to play bass, weird
tommorow im going out and looking for jobs
im gonna go to that coffee shop that theo talked about and I hope I can find it on foot

and the family fare down the street

my skin is terrible, its stiff and it hurts when I move sucky

I want ogden right now but he's in with perry, sleeping like a normal person errrrr dog

my ladys new hair is really black


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bbblah [October 23, 2006 @ 2:14am]
I feel like a loser
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mind dump [October 21, 2006 @ 3:19am]
[ mood | restless ]

in the back of mind im thinking about things that dont involve me and its really annoying trying to figure why that is lingering in the back of my mind, because those things dont involve me in anyway.....im trying to ignore them and I do but they keep finding their way to front of my brain, in an unconcious way its so dumb

whatever dont ask!

I need to find people to make music with down here im loseing my mind

and I need to sleep

wallet is still missing

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